I think I should stop texting people first all the time and see if they ever text me. But deep down I know they won’t and that’s depressing.


It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the sound I heard when I was 9 and my father slammed the front door so hard behind him I swear to god it shook the whole house. For the next 3 years I watched my mother break her teeth on vodka bottles. I think she stopped breathing when he left. I think part of her died. I think he took her heart with him when he walked out. Her chest is empty, just a shattered mess or cracked ribs and depression pills.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s all the blood in the sink. It’s the night that I spent 12 hours in the emergency room waiting to see if my sister was going to be okay, after the boy she loved, told her he didn’t love her anymore. It’s the crying, and the fluorescent lights, and white sneakers and pale faces and shaky breaths and blood. So much blood.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the time that I had to stay up for two days straight with my best friend while she cried and shrieked and threw up on my bedroom floor because her boyfriend fucked his ex. I swear to god she still has tear streaks stained onto her cheeks. I think when you love someone, it never really goes away.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s the six weeks we had a substitute in English because our teacher was getting divorced and couldn’t handle getting out of bed. When she came back she was smiling. But her hands shook so hard when she held her coffee, you could see that something was broken inside. And sometimes when things break, you can’t fix them. Nothing ever goes back to how it was. I got an A in English that year. I think her head was always spinning too hard to read any essays.

It’s not that I don’t love you. It’s that I do.

It’s not that I don’t love you. (via exoticwild)

Fuck.

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weloveshortvideos:

When you’re finally over someone and they message you again.. 

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Dark lipped babe. #lipstick #piercings #septum #girlswithtattoos #girlswithpiercings #stretchedears #fringe #makeup #darklips

Dark lipped babe. #lipstick #piercings #septum #girlswithtattoos #girlswithpiercings #stretchedears #fringe #makeup #darklips


My shirt is amazing. Js. #porky #porkythepig #warnerbros #looneytoons #thatsallfolks

My shirt is amazing. Js. #porky #porkythepig #warnerbros #looneytoons #thatsallfolks


And a new dress so I don’t have to wear my cat one everyday! #dress #charlotterusse #lovenewclothes #bathroompics #mirrorpics #noshameselfie #girlswithtattoos

And a new dress so I don’t have to wear my cat one everyday! #dress #charlotterusse #lovenewclothes #bathroompics #mirrorpics #noshameselfie #girlswithtattoos


New necklace that points right to the girls. They needed something to draw more attention to them, right? #necklace #charlotterusse #babies #boobs #sorry #notsorry

New necklace that points right to the girls. They needed something to draw more attention to them, right? #necklace #charlotterusse #babies #boobs #sorry #notsorry


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lana-grant-may:

carry-on-my-wayward-nun:

p1ants:

i think freckles, stretch marks, tattoos, bruises, birthmarks and scars are probably the coolest thing, you started with almost a blank canvas and look at u now, all this evidence that you’ve lived and the sun has shone on you and you’ve grown and maybe tripped up a few times and liked an image so much u made it a permanent part of u, beautiful.

That’s one of the most uplifting things I’ve read

This needs to get passed around more

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shuhannazy:

Poetic (X)

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xodv:

my heart can’t handle this adorable monkey. He/she is such a little peanut! Ahh!

xodv:

my heart can’t handle this adorable monkey. He/she is such a little peanut! Ahh!

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APRIL HOROSCOPES

aries, let him go.

taurus, shame is a useless emotion.

cancer, do not panic.

leo, if you are looking for The Sign, this is it.

virgo, be gentle.

sagittarius, happiness is waiting for you.

capricorn, it is okay to leave.

scorpio, quit letting apologies get stuck in your teeth.

gemini, you are not breakable.

libra, this is the right thing to do.

aquarius, be thankful.

pisces, your heart is getting reckless again.

APRIL HOROSCOPES
by Blythe Baird (via blythebrooklyn)

Needed this right now.

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sagittarius, happiness is waiting for you.

…april fools

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This is not clear enough!!!

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First roller coast ride with my dad! #tbt #itsnotfridayyet! #rollercoaster #2006 #youngin #icriedinlinethewholewayup #butnowiloverollercoasters #figures

First roller coast ride with my dad! #tbt #itsnotfridayyet! #rollercoaster #2006 #youngin #icriedinlinethewholewayup #butnowiloverollercoasters #figures